It's weird moving away, again. I'll just be going to Oregon for a few months to see everyone, and finish up some classes. But still, this is just a taste of what it's going to feel like when I move to Alaska over the summer, and it sucks. Don't get me wrong I want to move to Alaska but I hate that I'm leaving everyone. Here in California and in Oregon.
And there's no going back this time.
I can't go back and fix all the mistakes. I can't go back and undo what I've said and done, and all of my memories and actions are permanent. And I think that what scares me the most.
Not the change, but the permanence of this all.